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unhappy life
Thursday, August 25, 2011 || 8:29 AM
hey..
i am so unhappy rite now. all ppl hate me so much. no more happiness already now. i dont think i can focus on study rite now. haiz. i juz dont know wat to say. if i have one wish only. i want to say 'i wish i will die now with pain.' haiz. i juz dont know wat happen to me again. life not became normal. life became worst rite now. if juz wish i die now. juz kill myself i think tat will be peaceful for me. hate to be a person like me. hate my life hate everything. haiz. have to go rite now. haiz.
LOVE
AIDA
i miss everyone!
Sunday, August 21, 2011 || 4:12 AM
hey..
now thinking of my n-level. i been wondering how is my n-level going. but the most i scare is tat the paper will be hard or easy. OMG! need to learn hard enough. but now i miss everyone. n i miss the time we were happy. my fren tat helping me. i juz want to say thx. u have help me alot. one day god will repay u back with kindness. i will never forget u all tat have help me so much. one day i will be with u all. after i have finish my n-lvl n i back to life with u all.
not tat i dont want to fren u all again or dont want to spent with u all. juz tat have to repair my life back with family sometime. to make sure who i am to them. n sometime i regret tat i never get to spent with u all. hope to get to see u soon my fren. u always make me happy. n i will be back when my n-level finish. n i will share all the story tat i have been trough all tis time. n i will be a story teller to u all. ALL THE BEST IN N-LEVEL MY FREN! WISH U ALL WILL BE PASS IN N-LEVEL! PRAY HARD TO ALLAH. LOVE U GUYS! N MISS U ALL! <3
LOVE
AIDA
hope for 2morrow
Thursday, August 18, 2011 || 4:14 AM
hey...
i hope tat 2morrow EBS will be easy paper. i hope so. n i juz miss my cyg. y must he be lyke tis. haiz. perangai makin lame makin berubah. klau aku ckp dier ane accept. haiz. aku rindu perangai dier dulu. tpy ape leh uat. aku ane leh berubah kan dier. klau mcm nie aku da tk leh lyn dier sgt. perangai dier kau tgk lah. kalah daripada aku. haiz. maybe one day he will leave. we havent know yet. i love u my dear. plz come back to me again. i want the old u.
LOVE
AIDA
monday exam prelim
Wednesday, August 10, 2011 || 11:59 PM
hey...
monday is our maths paper 1 maybe. OMG! i havent study yet sey. but maybe today i go to library with my guy. while i study he will play his favourite game of him. haiz yah.. i am so nervous on my exam. God please help me in tis exam. i hope i will pass my exam. please god. haiz. lum eply aku nye fb mcg da off9 aku nye mataer. ape da. tkpe lah. n i hope i will pass my exam. n i will show to my mum n dad tat i can do it in my exam. wish me well. :)
LOVE
AIDA
bored rite now
Tuesday, August 9, 2011 || 6:43 AM
hey
i am so bored rite now. where everybody go out with their guy n watch fire work n me at home like wat. haiz. my guy go n watch fire work n nvr ask me to go out with him. wat a fuck. haiz. mcm aku nie tkd mataer gytu. haiz. aku pun nk tgk. ajak lah aku kape. nie tk kuar gan kwn happy2 abeh mataer nye kat umah mcm org ape. tk gune jdy mataer aku. haiz. wat a life.
LOVE
AIDA
watever story
Thursday, August 4, 2011 || 3:41 AM
hey hey hey...
second day of fasting i mensuration. haiz yah. wat a day. hahax. but never mind still have a day to fasting. i miss all my fren. but now i have to learn hard on my study. my study became worst sey. OMG! like one kind of idiot sey me. hehex. later we will see how is my second paper i got for my result. hmmmm. hehex. me nothing to do sey. but i got the feeling tat i am so crazy like one hell. 0.0'' hahax. but never mind. hey love my guy so much n miss my guy so much. haiz. I LOVE YOU BURHAN!!! hehex. :)
LOVE
AIDA
