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Hey hey. Siti Subaida Aka Aida Cayang , 11.04.95 is the date where i step this world . Marsiling sec is where i study , Blue and black are my fav colour,mickey mouse are my fav cartoon,star are my brightness of my day tat i die. I LOVE SOMEONE SPECIAL NAME BURHAN! This is how my life is and about me all. Love my blog! *KISS AND HUG* MUACKZ MUACKZ! ,

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No longer love u..
Saturday, June 2, 2012 || 8:32 AM



hey...


wat life without u in my life... u have gone to over sea kay.. u know how much i love.. i juz do not know wat to say to my ex burhan.. sorie to say burhan.. sometime life must to move on even thought u love me or not.. u have to wait wat u want.. if u keep on disturb me how i want to be happy with him.. how u want to look me happy if u keep on disturb my life n him..


sometime i feel fed up with cos u r still the same keep on disturb me n him.. i know he stole me from u.. hey come on.. selame nie aku ade mataer ppuan pun curi mataer aku.. tpy ape leh uat life must go on.. plz lah burhan be a gentleman wait for gurl tat u love.. not disturb ur gurl okay.. how i want to be happy.. u say u want me to be happy.. is this how u treat me.. i feel sad n i feel stress n i feel the pain in my body.. 


i am so sorie my heart is with him.. so i love him so much like u love me so much... plz think before u say.. i know u have berkorban bnyk.. i am thankfull to u.. but i still love him.. u can not do tat.. sometime wat i am saying u have to think n find out the meaning kay.. love u n i am so sorie.. i dont mean to hurt u like tat.. at least i tell u the truth rather thn i shut my mouth up i am sure u will be more pain full... SORIE BURHAN I REALLY LOVE FAIZAL TAT MUCH N I CAN NOT MOVE ON WITHOUT HIM.. plz dont disturb him n me.. PLZ...


LOVE BY
AIDA CAYANG

i love u more than i love myself
Wednesday, November 16, 2011 || 11:12 AM


Hey.. 

love my day.. actually today i go for work but i'm lazy to go for work.. when my guy txt me ''y are u so lazy to go for work.'' actually when he txt me tat i was inside the train going to work juz to surprise my lover. but to bad when i tap in there is no event at all. wat a day. they say they do not wan banquet person again. because it is full already. haiz. i juz wan to surprise my guy but i can not go in. sad sey. but never mind. today i also work but i think about it. cause i look lyke lazy to go for work. but maybe i think first i wanna go to work or not.

n i love my guy so much. i love him veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhh. I LOVE YOU BURHAN!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I AM SO IN LOVE WITH U. I CANT SEPARATE WITH U. U ARE MY ONLY GUY TAT I LOVE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! I WANNA HUG U!!!! I LOVE U.... N WE HAVE A CRAZY LOVE!!! MUACK.. 

LOVE BY
AIDA

feel lyke crying
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 || 10:20 PM



hey..


i feel sorie about yesterday. wat am i thinking it was not rite. sometyme i dont mean to scold u lyke tat i juz cant control my anger. about yesterday u shout at me infront all the ppl. i feel scare n i fear about a loud voice. i juz remember about my past. every nite i keep on crying n crying even thought u slp beside me i also cry. but u dont realize tat. sometyme there is a reason why i scold u. but when u can not accept it my reason y should i wish to accept urs. 


i also need fren but u juz blow it away my fren i have no fren to talk with. sometyme i feel lonely no one mcg or even a call. i wait for my phone ring but it never ring. wat i wish is to be someone better. i cant accept wat my heart is saying. i dont know y. if our life keep on lyke tis. u know i would say one day i juz move on with my life. n forget about my past with u.


LOVE
AIDA CAYANG

mama love u baba
Friday, October 7, 2011 || 10:10 AM



hey...


sometyme i feel sorie to u but sometyme u always make me hurt. but u always make me hurt alot. i juz cant take it anymore sometyme. but juz be patient on wat i have now. plz sayang dont hurt me like tis. i love u so much. u know how hurt is my heart is when u always ignore me. haiz. mama love u so much sayangku. plz dont do tis to me plz. mama love u so much. muack muack muack..


LOVE 
AIDA

aku gan kau macam kawan bukan mataer
Saturday, October 1, 2011 || 7:11 AM

hey..


u asl selame nie u tk lyn i sgt. i rasa sunyi tampe u nie skg. i rasa i nie kawan u bukan mataer. u dulu romantic gile gan i. tpy skg u da tk mcm dulu lagie. i sedih sebab i tk de teman nk bbual. plz u jgn mcm nie pls. i wan the old u pls. haiz. klau mcm ginie hari2 aku gan kau puas hati aku gan kau kawan je kan daripada aku mataer kau ape aku rasa aku rasa sepi tampe org di sisi ku. haiz kay lah have to go. makin aku type makin sedih dan nk nangis aku tgk kan. haiz. 


LOVE
AIDA

hidup aku without kasih sayang..
Monday, September 19, 2011 || 5:04 AM



hey...


Nama aku SITI SUBAIDA BTE RASUL.. hidup aku tampe kasih sayang. kadang2 org benci aku kadang2 org tk amek kisah psl aku. aku rasa sedih bile aku punya hidup mcm nie. ape salah aku sampai dier org uat aku mcm nie. hidup aku mcm sepi sey. kat sch tdy kwn aku da mcm ape ajar aku maths da mcm ape. aku tawu lah aku nie bodoh tk ya lah mcm tu. haiz. mcm ane aku nk bukti kan semua org  klau aku tk yakin gan aku sendiri. aku nie da lah clumsy, tk pandai, nerd sometime, slow, selalu lambat nk jumpe org lah or watever it is. haiz. aku selalu ckp gan allah kenape lah hidup aku selalu mcm nie. tkde hidup aku gembira sikit. kadang2 org bbual gan aku uat sakit hati je. cume aku tk ilang je kat dier org. uatpe klau aku ilang kan ukan nye dier org phm. haiz.. ape lah nasib aku nie. sometime i never met a guy tat i really want but i get the wrong guy. which not care about me, n dont want to know about my life at all. sometime i ask him about his life n wat he really want in his life. but he never ask about my. boring sometime. kadang2 aku bbual seorg agie agu. bbual gan imagination fren aku. dier lah yg satu2 kwn aku. tpy hard to contact her in mind sometime. n i know it sound crazy. but... ape leh uat kan hidup da mcm tu. da tk leh uat pape da. no one kan trust me anymore. aku kan ppuan mcm ape. tkde masa depan nye. haiz.  in future i have nothing to say anymore. juz be me as always. have to go. byebye..


LOVE
AIDA

happy birthday sayang!!
Saturday, September 17, 2011 || 3:56 AM



hello sayang...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BURHAN. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. YEAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG. MAMA LOVE U SO MUCH. MAKE A WISH SAYANG. SORIE ABOUT PRESENT. mama tk sempat nk simpan duit. mama love u so much. muack muack.. 


LOVE
AIDA